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Friday, March 16, 2012

Love doesn't age : AUTHOR"S NOTES

hello Im Clai
I am so glad that somebody is reading my stories..
I am very happy when I see the page views on rise

this story was very close to my heart
because I was the eldest daughter of Ricky
yes this was my father's story
I hope
I have gave you the inspiration
I hope I have quenched youre heart
I love my father that it made it easy for me to
write the words in letters...

Thursday, March 15, 2012

Love doesn't age part 6: The day I part

I was crying alone in the house
when my eldest daughter sent me this sms

"daddy! I got 76/100 in the exam...I promise I'll
pass the Nursing Board exam, I'll be your nurse..
I know I was called to do this, because I am destined
to take care of you...I love you daddy, do u still have
a fever?"

I went to every houses of my friends
with a smile...and I read them this message
and they thought that im really lucky father

My fever is slowly getting higher
my hands are already shaking
and sometimes I just dont feel like
waking up and standing again
until I didn't wake up at all

I can feel what's happening to me
My wife brought me to the hospital again
and this time its worse...
they put tubes on my nose and my mouth
I can feel not only 5 times a needle
struck into my skin...
I have never felt this pain before...
I was agonizing..
I got mad sometimes with my wife
how could she let something happen to me like this?
but I understand, she is doing everything
to save me...she didn't want me to leave
but I am near to give up....its been a week
with this tubes on me..I broke down...I grasp my last breath
I felt someone hold my hand
I knew it was my eldest daughter
Im proud of her...I know its sad to leave at the exact
day of her exam, not an ideal day to leave...but Im already weak
that I can't stand another day anymore

one more breath....and that's the last....
I felt the pain slowly going away...
and yes I have seen the light
and I heard the voice of my wife

"Goodbye Ricky, I love you and I will miss you
I know you dont have the pain already, be happy
and look after us..thank you for giving me the love
you have made my life whole, you have upraised me
for who i whatever you have done bad to me
I forgive you, and I hope you forgive me too..
so long Ricky, my love, my everything
and we will see each other someday...together again"

and I continued walking to the light...

Wednesday, March 14, 2012

Love doesnt age part 5: A good father

A new place a new life
I knew I have won over my demons

this time I have kept up from my daughters and my beautiful wife
I cook them meals everyday
I go to groceries and a lot of household chores for them
I dont care if I was tagged as a HOUSEBAND
because I love doing things like this for them.

I have been doing this things for nearly 10 years
I am all clean
closer to God
a good father, wish i was a long time ago

Then suddenly
I didn't woke up...
I recognized my wife's hand shaking me
hearing her voice

the next thing I saw when I opened my eyes
was my eldest daughter's face
everything was white
she said I was in the ICU...and has been sleeping for 3 days already
I have recovered so very greatful that i have a daughter

the next day I was at our home...
I still went to my doctor for post check ups
and the last meeting with him I remember...
the doctor asked my wife to leave the office at the moment
because there was something he needs to tell me..

that my liver has reached its last stage
and I have to leave this world
any time soon...

I went out the doctor's office with a smile..
my wife asked but i never told him the truth..
I know she'll be devastated...

Sunday, March 4, 2012

love doesn't age part 4: making my own family

Me and Laila had 2 beautiful daughters...

We never had a perfect relationship
I have brought several pains to my wife
I went home drunk every night
we sold some of our stuffs without her knowing
I got in to fights, got jailed few times..
I thought i will change..because I already have my family
instead I became a plague
I was a failure to my wife and my daughters
I didn't have a job, I was just staying outside and going out
with friends using my wife's earned money from the business
we both built..where I should suppose help her..
but all i think was im a failure that i could not do anything anymore
to change it! my demons have told me to go the evil ways
I have bad peers around me, they asked me to use this
white powder burn it and inhale the one split second
I forgot where I was, and what I was thinking...I thought i was in heaven
I became immune and so I tried it everyday...until I dont have the money
to buy those white magic powders...I forced myself to get every thing
from our business, sold my car just for those fantastical seconds that will
free me from my worries...

I was facing the mirror and mourned on what i have become
then I saw my daughter at the back
"daddy why are you crying?"
I cant tell her what I am going through for she was just a young mind
and she will never understand..I shouted at her and told her to get out!
the next seconds I faced the mirror...I saw blood running through my nose
I already put ice added pressure on my nose bridge but it wouldn't stop
bleeding...I fainted and the next time I woke up..I was at the hospital
my wife was holding my hand worried...
the doctor came and we talked about my condition
I heard the doctors words and it runned in my head a million times
"You have Liver cirrhosis, you must stop taking alcohol or it will burn
the rest of your liver..your'e in 2nd stage..if you dont stop, you'll have2
2 years to live"

I was looking at my daughters they were just little
I dont want to live them remembering their father was just
an alcoholic, drug addict, trouble maker...
they dont have any idea...I look at them with love
and overcoming it...I gave them a hug and a kiss in their cheeks
and tears came pouring like rain...

the next day I stopped drinking...I stopped everything
and I told my wife "lets move to another place and start our new lives"

Thursday, March 1, 2012

Love doesn't age part 3: Serendipity

Life has been good enough to me...I have moved on to what happened

I went to the local grocery store and I saw this tall lady
who looked very familiar to me...
I took my steps to get near her, and i was surprised it was her
the beautiful woman who interviewed me..I am so glad to see her
but why does this heart keeps on beating like its coming out of my chest
I look at her in slow motion
and I can see her bright eyes....

from then on

I would always visit the grocery to visit that beautiful manager Laila
my feet is always taking me to this grocery even if i dont have any
needs to buy at all...
I have sent her roses
recorded  lionel richie's song "hello" with my voice and send it to her
send her hundreds of letters...with my kisses on it
I am in love again

I knew from the time i saw her again on that grocery
"She'll be my wife"

time has passed by and I asked her to go home with me
She agreed and right after we landed...
the next week...we got married in the court
the next week...we got married in the church

and so I vowed to love her forever

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